Friday, April 17, 2009

Sometimes..

I crack myself up...lol
I just start laughing outta nowhere like I'll think about something that happened and I will start laughing and people ask what I'm laughing about and I can't tell them cuz sometimes its embarrassing.

But anyways on a serious note

Okay I was talkin to this boy I had this huuuuuuuge crush on in the 9th grade today and he was tellin me he loves me and wants to make me his wife and have his kids. Not that its not flattering or nothing but I just got out of a relationship and I am NOT ready to hear the words "I love you" from anyone else. I know I shouldn't dwell on the past but I'm hoping its not COMPLETELY over between us I mean I still love the guy man...lol
But deep in my heart it's telling me to let him go its like tryna get a good grip on a block of ice its kind of impossible with bare hands.
Omg and this other boy has liked me since the beginning of time and as soon as he found out I got single he was on it! Haha oh man its funny but I liked that he's so consistent like dang he must like me a lot cuz I turned him down soooo many times!

Today was a happy day tho 

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